So I guess I'm sort of on the indoor team now.
It's alrighttt. The girls team isn't that great...I'm not really friends with them. But hey, I got muh boyyyys!
I can't run in the meets but oh well. I like attending practice. It will get me ready for OUTDOOR.<3

OH MY GOD Christmas Party fridayyyy!! <3 So soon! SO SO SO SO excited!!

It's official. Lattes have DRUGS in them. I'm not kidding you.
I'm ADDICTED. I got TWO today.
It's not my fault though. I can't help it!

AHH BIRTHDAY ON..SUNDAY!

So yeah computers suck.
Mine got anothhhhher stupid virus but it just came back.
I was so lost without it.

Friday it was a SNOW DAY!! ANNNNNND I love snow days. So OF COURSE Lib and I did the classic tradition of walking to Dunkin Donuts innn the snow and drinking lattes and chatting about life. However, there was like 28723234 feet of snow so walking there was RIDICULOUSLY tiring. And we were so hot once we got there that we got iced lattes. lol.WE'RE COOL.

Then I worked 5-8. Boring.

Saturday...oh TODAY. Hmm, I woke up, then had a family BIRTHDAY PARTY with ice cream cake DUHH! <3<3 and then I went to work. Booo. Except today they had me work the fitting rooms, and they gave me a key and everything. And I thought I was really special, because I had a key. But it turns out that in this particular store you never use the key because 1. the doors are always left open, and 2. apparenly NOBODY tries things on. So it was wicked boring, once again. BUT IT WAS HAT DAY. <3 Sooo I wore a cute little cowboy hat =) awww

Tomorrow I have to work AGAIN from 3-7. Sucks.

Yeah, I don't even know, I'm going to go curl up and watch the ONE TREE HILL dvds that I got <3 yayyyyyy loooove birthdays.
P.S. Yeah, the 18th, don't forget that.

OH MY GOD CHRISTMAS IS SO SOON <3

Let's see, this weeekeennnnnnd....
Saturday I went ICE SKATING which is AMAZING except there were like 23897783464986213 people that I'm not a big fan of there. IDEA STEALERS I TELL YOU. Joanne - I thought you were going! why didn't you!?? It was funn, besides all the gay "I'm better than you" freshman that really AREN'T.

Now it's not that I don't like freshman. I just don't like them, nor anyone else that decided to pretend that it was all their idea. Although, I must admit it was quite funny when the lights went out and everyone screamed. Maybe if you went once and awhile it wouldn't have been such a shock =P

Okay that was my negative part of the entry. Let's seeee

OH YES BEFORE ICE SKATING. Anna and Lib and I went to Big Y and The Bon Ton and met cute boys =) lol Then we bought cookie dough and ate it because we're THAT cool.
After ice skating they came over and it was the beginning of many HOT TRIO SLEEPOVAAAAS.
We ate church and then Anna and I walked to Dunkin Donuts and I got a LATTE which I am super addicted to and Jakie boy met us there. SO we chatted for like 37825693 hours and watched the snow and then went for a walk to the park and went SWINGING ON THE SWINGS <3

Yesterday I went CHRISTMAS SHOPPING with brendan! AHH I LOVE IT SO MUCH. We went to Barnes and Noble and the mall...yeah, it was a fun time. Lattes and shopping, OH MY GOD WHAT IS BETTER. Plus, I was there with Boom, I mean come on now. AMAZING.

Miss Patnode gave me a detention today for like no reason and then she made me sit all alone facing the window not talking. lol. She like hates me. But then we like, bonded or something so it's all good.

WHEN IS MORE SNOW COMING? I want to go sledding god damnit.
I LOVE NSYNC CHRISTMAS.

YAY FOR CAPS LOCK AND BOLDING. YEAH SHELLY WHAT NOW HUHHHH.
I miss you. =(

MY BIRTHDAY is in like 12 DAYS. PARRRTYYYY

Oh. and ADAM is a looooooser because he ruins things. WE'RE THROUGH! JERK! I THOUGHT WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL. nottttt anymore.

ALSO. CHRISTMAS PARTTYY CANNOT WAITT OH MY GOD <3

Sooo it's finally the weekend and that makes me happy <3

It's been a lonnnng week. I feel like I haven't gotten much sleep--I'm EXHAUSTED.

But on a lighter note, today we FINISHED our history project! Finallllllly! And it actually came out pretty well if I do say so myself! Then I went to Uche's for alittle while and we watched Meet the Parents but then my mom made me come home...
Tomorrow I'm working 1-5 (or 7 if they need me) and then ICE SKATING at 8!!! <3<3<3 OH MY GOD IT'S SO MUCH FUN.

Apparently a lot of people are going. IDEA STEALERS.

WHATEVER. It was so OUR idea first so uh yeah, we're better than them.

And can I just say how much of a DISAPPOINTMENT the snow was today? If it's going to snow, just SNOW. A LOT. That way something good can actually come out of it! LIKE SLEDDING<3
OH MY GOOOOODNESS GUYS WE NEED TO GO AGAIN IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!
<3<3 loooooove it

CHRISTMAS needs to come sooner because I love it oh so much! <3
My birthday is in 16 days. PREPARE FOR A PARTAYYYY PEOPLE
I have a date to the senior christmas party and thank you kenny and adam <3 soooo excited!! LOOOVE DRESSES!!!! =)

Can I just take this time to state my appreciation for Gavin DeGraw. <3 good lord. He's wonderful.

I'm really bad at staying focused on something. Like this stupid English paper...

I took a nap today and it rocked my life. Then I got CHINESE food. Like, the best food EVER duhh. What is better than that? Yep, my life is amazing.

Libby and I are writing a pretty sweet article for the christmas edition thingy of the paper. BE EXCITED. It's probably going to be just about the best thing you've ever read.

...I'm not conceited or anything...

It's just a really good article. okay

I would also like to say that I am SOO excited for christmas and I absolutely adore everything about it. Especially my NSYNC christmas cd. Yes, I admit that..it's hot guys, and you know it.

Yesterday I went sledding with Libby, Pat, Robbie, Dan, Beanie and Bob. Sooo much fun <3

Today was my first day of working at LIMITED TOOOOO. haha. It was...boring, and long, and I really don't enjoy it that much. Sucks.

Then tonight I went ice skating with Libby, Adam, Ali and Ed. We saw Amanda and some others there and that was nice. =) I LOVE ice skating more than anything. <3

 

I really shouldn't care this much.

But I do. And now, I just don't know.

Thanksgiving is just absolutely amazing.

The football game...well not so much. We lost...surprise surprise, and it seems that I lost all feeling in my body as well. It was incredibly cold. Buttttt I got to see many people, Dan was home for college and such and that was nice! =)

The rest of my day consisted of food and card games and more football, but in the comfort of my own warm house. What could be better?

So apparently I fell asleep on my couch and I just woke up and it was like dark and I didn't even knowwhere I was. Scary stuff. Why no one bothered to wake me up is beyond me? I wish they would have. Then I got to thinking how scary it would be if I stayed down here...what if somebody broke in to like steal my computer? Yeah, see I'd be laying right there which would probably result in me dying, huh? So going upstairs sounds like a good idea.

Oh yeah, wednesday was the halfffff dayyyy and Lib and I went to walmart and the MALL and I bought a DRESS <3 so if anyone wants to take me to the christmas party, feel free!! <333

Then I went and saw Just Friends and it was a goooood movie. I'm still on the quest to watch HP4. AHH!!! Maybe if I weren't in debt like $40. And wow...figuring out how to spell debt took me like...5 minutes. That was ridiculous. I'm tired.  I need to go back to sleep.

WHOAAAA LIKE ICE SKATING SATURDAY NIGHT WHOSE IN?

So I totally finished my Spanish project.

Last night I picked up Adam and we drove around aimlessly for...hours. Literally. We jammed out to crazy music and ended up in Connecticut like 5 times. I am REALLY white. It was fun though, you knowww you're jealous.

I AM SO PUMPED FOR THIS WEEK! Only 1 and 1/2 more days leftttt!<3<3 Then the fun begins...

I have like 10 plans for Wednesday so I don't know how THAT'S going to work out. haha. Friendlys, Dennys, Movies....Football? I haven't decided yet! Just too many choiceeeess!

I went to the Argentina meeting today. I'm not so sure about it...I want to and it would be so fun with me, Ali, Adam and Anna!!! But AHH IT SCARES ME. haha.

And oh how I like you! Goodness, it's just ridiculous but I can't stop thinking about you....<3

I HATE UNCERTAINTY.

SOOOO homecoming was tonight!!! SO fun!!
Definitely up there on my amazing nights list.

It might have been better if certain PLANS weren't RUINED.
Funny, many plans didn't seem to go the way they were supposed to. But, strangely, it might have turned out better? Not getting expelled is always nice hahaha.

Still so so so so so so so FUN!!! <3

And now I have a problem.
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I can't tell if it's good or bad....it kind of makes me happy...but I don't know what I want anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore.

I like you.

I'm such a confusing person. I think I need to go to sleep.

goodnight loves <3<3

So I'm sitting here in journalism and I just realized how amazing Evan Walkwitz is.
Yeah that's right, he's better than you.

Cross country is pretty much over now. Claire made states so I'll go to that next weekend...
I don't want it to be over.

Western Mass was insaneee. So many people...why is our school in D1? ahhhhh!! My time was great...but the placing could have been a little better. And wowwww my legs hurt so much today!!!
Afterwards we went to Burger King and AHH I ATE FAST FOOD. I was doing so good...I hadn't in so long!! But I just HAD to go and ruin itttttt. Umm then PARTY AT TIMS! ahha we watched Sin City which is GROSS and yeah.

Then I went to Adam's and can i just say that he is horrible at hanging out with people because ALL HE DOES IS TALK ON THE PHONE. Yes. Adam, YOU SUCK....but I still love you <33

HOMECOMING<3 is FRIDAY. And I love it. And I'm excited. ahdfdsbflasdkfok;asfkl;ds;fjkl!!!

I don't even know what I want anymore.

I haven't updated in like 5 years. Soooo I decided to.

HOMECOMING <3 LIKE....WHOA. A little more than a WEEEEEEEK!!! I'm excited =) and oh I know Kenny is toooooo <33333

Western Mass = SATURDAY. Scared, but excited at the same time. PVIACs went really well and I'm hoping that Western Mass will be the same. Today we rode like 16 miles on bikes for practice. It was nice...but my butt WICKED hurts. It's horrible.
Ummm tomorrow = pool practice which I LOVE.
Thursday = Northfield mountain con los BOYS to practice for WMASSSSSSS

Friday, seeing as there is no school, hopefully shall be the day of Katie and Libby. We are going to do all things fun....except ice skate because that would hurt our legs for wmass. Mexican pizzas though, are a must. Maybe some Ferris Bueller and TWIST AND SHOUTTTTT <3 We like to dance like the black people dance in her living room, yeah that's right. woooooo!!!

IS ANYONE ELSE ABSOLUTELY FREEZING?

I'm wearing a tank top, long sleeve shirt, two sweatshirts and two fricken pairs of pants.

And I'm STILL cold.

So tonight I had to babysit and I fell asleep like 5 times and I feel kind of bad about that but I was super tired. Except now that I'm home, I'm really not. I hate that. I also want a fricken sundae<3 right now more than you would believeeee. Hot Fudge sundae with black raspberry ice cream and chocolate sprinkles UNDER the whipped cream. Get that right, because if you put the sprinkles on top, it just sucks.

Tomorrow = Clark's halloween party....
Cinderella = ME<33
Prince = SMOKES. THAT'S RIGHT. HE IS GOING AS THE PRINCE AND HE'S GOING TO LIKE IT. =)

Today I didn't have practice so Smokes came over and we watched the NOTEBOOK <3 oh myyy goodness love that movie!! eekk!!!

SOOO OH EM GEEEE HOMECOMING IS OH SO SOON.
Can you say SUPER EXCITED? =)
I have a dress and a prettty necklace.
Now all I need is a date.

Any takers?? <33333

Soooo yes, let's talk about how lame viruses are.

Whoever invented them was effing retarded.

That's right, my computer has a virus that is making it DIE and NOW I CAN'T GO ON. It's only been like 2 days and I just can't even take ittttt boooo. I'm babysitting right now though so I'm actually getting some time to go on here! I feel bad because Kyleigh is just so gosh darn cute but I need computer lol so she is watching Elmo's World. fhasdkfalksdjfhldhflkjhdsfjhdsfjhsadjfsdf

AND WHOA. WICKAM PARK WAS CANCELLED. Well, postponed. Now it's on Monday. I LOVE THAT RACE. I CANNOT WAIT. Why is it raining!!

Last night I went to the football game with Linds, Ali, Tom and Conor. It was soo wet! Then we went to Friendly's and Smokes met us there. Yes...that's all I have to say lol. I'm so boring.

I just wish I could go online good lord!!

You know, I was just reading some past entries...

JOANNE YOU OWE ME $9 YOU WHORE.
No, you never paid me back.

Anywayyyyyyyyyy.  5.2 mile run today. KILLER. Not even fun, however I do feel quite accomplished. We didn't stop AT ALL.
Tomorrow I DONT HAVE PRACTICE!! <3  Somebody hang out with meeeee =) THEN saturday is WICKAM!!!!! Oh how I love that invitational!!!! <3333 Last year I got 32 out of like 200 people!! I CAN'T WAIT. ANDDDD Jeremy is going to be there!! I miss him so much!!!

Ohh heyyyy new myspace pics!! Leave me comments and I'll give you a dollar!
Or not....but I'll love you!! =)

ohh yes SCAVENGER HUNT. <3

hottttt stuff.

SOOOOO much fun. we won....by 100 points. yes, we rock, I know.

that's all I have to say.

BREAKIN IT DOWNNNNNN

IN THE STREETS

frisbeeeeeee

yayyyyy!!! BEAN!!!

muahhhhahahahhahaa STOLEN. we are SO sneaky.

of courseeee ali is just SO cool she wears her underwear OUTSIDE her pants.

fricken HOT.

oooo la la so hot in my clothes

yeah, that's right, I can so pull off the boy look

ZOOLANDER.

boobs. or something like that

TACO BELL = LOVE.

dazed and confused.

teammmmmmmmmmmmmmm =)

we are sooo COOL.

YAYYYYYY TEAMMMM <33333 LOVE.

kjhkfjhadsfjhaldfhdas livejournal is pissing me off.

Sooo yesterday I went home sick after 3rd period and slept for like...ever. THEN. THEN JUST GUESS WHAT HAPPENED. THAT'S RIGHT. I have the best friends in the world, because Clark and Pat O'Brien stopped by to wish me well and brought me soup! <3 It was so sweet! I was so excited!!

Today we had a meet but I couldn't run boooooo. We beat Central, but lost to East Longmeadow. Everyone did great though, and I think everyone except one person got a better time so YEAH GIRLS!!! wooooo cross countrayyyyyy!!!! <333

I don't even know what I'm writing. I wish things would just work out, that would be nice.

I got my eye on someone newwwwww....I'm wondering how it's going to turn out. Probably not to great, but it never hurt to try =)

I slept from like 4 yesterday afternoon until 7pm tonight. That's like...27 hours. That's ridiculous. I hate being sick!!

I haven't updated since last Sunday? My gosh. Hmmm...west side day, that pretty much sucked, well up until the end when I found Kenny, but before that, bad. Tuesday we had a meet, and we lost, but this coming tuesday we have a meet as well and we actually have a chance at winning it..I think? We'll beat Central, but I think the other team is East Longmeadow and that will be close.

I don't even know anymore. Everything's so messed up and I hate it. I hate how I get my hopes up for nothing, because it all turns out shitty. And I really don't like when people are so hypocritical. Like, it's not okay for me to do anything, but then you turn around and do that exact same thing? It doesn't seem fair, and you don't even understand, even if I tell you. hjdjkdsfhsfhkjshdfhjkdsf

I'm bored. And I really like you. And I hate that too.