Just close your eyes and dream of the endless possibilities

Thu, 23 Mar 2006 00:02:35 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAMMMM!! <3!

I NEED A LATTE.

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 03:07:07 GMT

So I guess I'm sort of on the indoor team now.
It's alrighttt. The girls team isn't that great...I'm not really friends with them. But hey, I got muh boyyyys!
I can't run in the meets but oh well. I like attending practice. It will get me ready for OUTDOOR.<3

OH MY GOD Christmas Party fridayyyy!! <3 So soon! SO SO SO SO excited!!

It's official. Lattes have DRUGS in them. I'm not kidding you.
I'm ADDICTED. I got TWO today.
It's not my fault though. I can't help it!

AHH BIRTHDAY ON..SUNDAY!

I just want you for my own, more than you could ever know

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 01:40:18 GMT

So yeah computers suck.
Mine got anothhhhher stupid virus but it just came back.
I was so lost without it.

Friday it was a SNOW DAY!! ANNNNNND I love snow days. So OF COURSE Lib and I did the classic tradition of walking to Dunkin Donuts innn the snow and drinking lattes and chatting about life. However, there was like 28723234 feet of snow so walking there was RIDICULOUSLY tiring. And we were so hot once we got there that we got iced lattes. lol.WE'RE COOL.

Then I worked 5-8. Boring.

Saturday...oh TODAY. Hmm, I woke up, then had a family BIRTHDAY PARTY with ice cream cake DUHH! <3<3 and then I went to work. Booo. Except today they had me work the fitting rooms, and they gave me a key and everything. And I thought I was really special, because I had a key. But it turns out that in this particular store you never use the key because 1. the doors are always left open, and 2. apparenly NOBODY tries things on. So it was wicked boring, once again. BUT IT WAS HAT DAY. <3 Sooo I wore a cute little cowboy hat =) awww

Tomorrow I have to work AGAIN from 3-7. Sucks.

Yeah, I don't even know, I'm going to go curl up and watch the ONE TREE HILL dvds that I got <3 yayyyyyy loooove birthdays.
P.S. Yeah, the 18th, don't forget that.

christmas doesn't mean anything without that certain someone that makes it complete <3

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 21:45:25 GMT

OH MY GOD CHRISTMAS IS SO SOON <3

Let's see, this weeekeennnnnnd....
Saturday I went ICE SKATING which is AMAZING except there were like 23897783464986213 people that I'm not a big fan of there. IDEA STEALERS I TELL YOU. Joanne - I thought you were going! why didn't you!?? It was funn, besides all the gay "I'm better than you" freshman that really AREN'T.

Now it's not that I don't like freshman. I just don't like them, nor anyone else that decided to pretend that it was all their idea. Although, I must admit it was quite funny when the lights went out and everyone screamed. Maybe if you went once and awhile it wouldn't have been such a shock =P

Okay that was my negative part of the entry. Let's seeee

OH YES BEFORE ICE SKATING. Anna and Lib and I went to Big Y and The Bon Ton and met cute boys =) lol Then we bought cookie dough and ate it because we're THAT cool.
After ice skating they came over and it was the beginning of many HOT TRIO SLEEPOVAAAAS.
We ate church and then Anna and I walked to Dunkin Donuts and I got a LATTE which I am super addicted to and Jakie boy met us there. SO we chatted for like 37825693 hours and watched the snow and then went for a walk to the park and went SWINGING ON THE SWINGS <3

Yesterday I went CHRISTMAS SHOPPING with brendan! AHH I LOVE IT SO MUCH. We went to Barnes and Noble and the mall...yeah, it was a fun time. Lattes and shopping, OH MY GOD WHAT IS BETTER. Plus, I was there with Boom, I mean come on now. AMAZING.

Miss Patnode gave me a detention today for like no reason and then she made me sit all alone facing the window not talking. lol. She like hates me. But then we like, bonded or something so it's all good.

WHEN IS MORE SNOW COMING? I want to go sledding god damnit.
I LOVE NSYNC CHRISTMAS.

YAY FOR CAPS LOCK AND BOLDING. YEAH SHELLY WHAT NOW HUHHHH.
I miss you. =(

MY BIRTHDAY is in like 12 DAYS. PARRRTYYYY

Oh. and ADAM is a looooooser because he ruins things. WE'RE THROUGH! JERK! I THOUGHT WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL. nottttt anymore.

ALSO. CHRISTMAS PARTTYY CANNOT WAITT OH MY GOD <3

I would wait forever just to know you were mine

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 04:25:34 GMT

Sooo it's finally the weekend and that makes me happy <3

It's been a lonnnng week. I feel like I haven't gotten much sleep--I'm EXHAUSTED.

But on a lighter note, today we FINISHED our history project! Finallllllly! And it actually came out pretty well if I do say so myself! Then I went to Uche's for alittle while and we watched Meet the Parents but then my mom made me come home...
Tomorrow I'm working 1-5 (or 7 if they need me) and then ICE SKATING at 8!!! <3<3<3 OH MY GOD IT'S SO MUCH FUN.

Apparently a lot of people are going. IDEA STEALERS.

WHATEVER. It was so OUR idea first so uh yeah, we're better than them.

And can I just say how much of a DISAPPOINTMENT the snow was today? If it's going to snow, just SNOW. A LOT. That way something good can actually come out of it! LIKE SLEDDING<3
OH MY GOOOOODNESS GUYS WE NEED TO GO AGAIN IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!
<3<3 loooooove it

CHRISTMAS needs to come sooner because I love it oh so much! <3
My birthday is in 16 days. PREPARE FOR A PARTAYYYY PEOPLE
I have a date to the senior christmas party and thank you kenny and adam <3 soooo excited!! LOOOVE DRESSES!!!! =)

Look in my eyes, what do you see?

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 02:48:17 GMT

Can I just take this time to state my appreciation for Gavin DeGraw. <3 good lord. He's wonderful.

I'm really bad at staying focused on something. Like this stupid English paper...

I took a nap today and it rocked my life. Then I got CHINESE food. Like, the best food EVER duhh. What is better than that? Yep, my life is amazing.

Libby and I are writing a pretty sweet article for the christmas edition thingy of the paper. BE EXCITED. It's probably going to be just about the best thing you've ever read.

...I'm not conceited or anything...

It's just a really good article. okay

I would also like to say that I am SOO excited for christmas and I absolutely adore everything about it. Especially my NSYNC christmas cd. Yes, I admit that..it's hot guys, and you know it.

ahhhhhhhhhhh

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 04:25:44 GMT

Yesterday I went sledding with Libby, Pat, Robbie, Dan, Beanie and Bob. Sooo much fun <3

Today was my first day of working at LIMITED TOOOOO. haha. It was...boring, and long, and I really don't enjoy it that much. Sucks.

Then tonight I went ice skating with Libby, Adam, Ali and Ed. We saw Amanda and some others there and that was nice. =) I LOVE ice skating more than anything. <3

I really shouldn't care this much.

But I do. And now, I just don't know.

thanksgiving <3<3<3

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 06:41:49 GMT

Thanksgiving is just absolutely amazing.

The football game...well not so much. We lost...surprise surprise, and it seems that I lost all feeling in my body as well. It was incredibly cold. Buttttt I got to see many people, Dan was home for college and such and that was nice! =)

The rest of my day consisted of food and card games and more football, but in the comfort of my own warm house. What could be better?

So apparently I fell asleep on my couch and I just woke up and it was like dark and I didn't even knowwhere I was. Scary stuff. Why no one bothered to wake me up is beyond me? I wish they would have. Then I got to thinking how scary it would be if I stayed down here...what if somebody broke in to like steal my computer? Yeah, see I'd be laying right there which would probably result in me dying, huh? So going upstairs sounds like a good idea.

Oh yeah, wednesday was the halfffff dayyyy and Lib and I went to walmart and the MALL and I bought a DRESS <3 so if anyone wants to take me to the christmas party, feel free!! <333

Then I went and saw Just Friends and it was a goooood movie. I'm still on the quest to watch HP4. AHH!!! Maybe if I weren't in debt like $40. And wow...figuring out how to spell debt took me like...5 minutes. That was ridiculous. I'm tired. I need to go back to sleep.

WHOAAAA LIKE ICE SKATING SATURDAY NIGHT WHOSE IN?

In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 23:07:11 GMT

So I totally finished my Spanish project.

Last night I picked up Adam and we drove around aimlessly for...hours. Literally. We jammed out to crazy music and ended up in Connecticut like 5 times. I am REALLY white. It was fun though, you knowww you're jealous.

I AM SO PUMPED FOR THIS WEEK! Only 1 and 1/2 more days leftttt!<3<3 Then the fun begins...

I have like 10 plans for Wednesday so I don't know how THAT'S going to work out. haha. Friendlys, Dennys, Movies....Football? I haven't decided yet! Just too many choiceeeess!

I went to the Argentina meeting today. I'm not so sure about it...I want to and it would be so fun with me, Ali, Adam and Anna!!! But AHH IT SCARES ME. haha.

And oh how I like you! Goodness, it's just ridiculous but I can't stop thinking about you....<3

I HATE UNCERTAINTY.

homecoming = absolutely amazingggg

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 05:14:23 GMT

SOOOO homecoming was tonight!!! SO fun!!
Definitely up there on my amazing nights list.

It might have been better if certain PLANS weren't RUINED.
Funny, many plans didn't seem to go the way they were supposed to. But, strangely, it might have turned out better? Not getting expelled is always nice hahaha.

Still so so so so so so so FUN!!! <3

And now I have a problem.
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I can't tell if it's good or bad....it kind of makes me happy...but I don't know what I want anymore.
I don't know what to do anymore.

I like you.

I'm such a confusing person. I think I need to go to sleep.

goodnight loves <3<3

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 17:01:17 GMT

So I'm sitting here in journalism and I just realized how amazing Evan Walkwitz is.
Yeah that's right, he's better than you.

like whoaa I love christmas

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 22:02:26 GMT

Cross country is pretty much over now. Claire made states so I'll go to that next weekend...
I don't want it to be over.

Western Mass was insaneee. So many people...why is our school in D1? ahhhhh!! My time was great...but the placing could have been a little better. And wowwww my legs hurt so much today!!!
Afterwards we went to Burger King and AHH I ATE FAST FOOD. I was doing so good...I hadn't in so long!! But I just HAD to go and ruin itttttt. Umm then PARTY AT TIMS! ahha we watched Sin City which is GROSS and yeah.

Then I went to Adam's and can i just say that he is horrible at hanging out with people because ALL HE DOES IS TALK ON THE PHONE. Yes. Adam, YOU SUCK....but I still love you <33

HOMECOMING<3 is FRIDAY. And I love it. And I'm excited. ahdfdsbflasdkfok;asfkl;ds;fjkl!!!

I don't even know what I want anymore.

Come a little closer baby, I feel like strippin it downnn ; )

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 02:20:59 GMT

I haven't updated in like 5 years. Soooo I decided to.

HOMECOMING <3 LIKE....WHOA. A little more than a WEEEEEEEK!!! I'm excited =) and oh I know Kenny is toooooo <33333

Western Mass = SATURDAY. Scared, but excited at the same time. PVIACs went really well and I'm hoping that Western Mass will be the same. Today we rode like 16 miles on bikes for practice. It was nice...but my butt WICKED hurts. It's horrible.
Ummm tomorrow = pool practice which I LOVE.
Thursday = Northfield mountain con los BOYS to practice for WMASSSSSSS

Friday, seeing as there is no school, hopefully shall be the day of Katie and Libby. We are going to do all things fun....except ice skate because that would hurt our legs for wmass. Mexican pizzas though, are a must. Maybe some Ferris Bueller and TWIST AND SHOUTTTTT <3 We like to dance like the black people dance in her living room, yeah that's right. woooooo!!!

I love the way you look tonight <3

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 03:06:40 GMT

IS ANYONE ELSE ABSOLUTELY FREEZING?

I'm wearing a tank top, long sleeve shirt, two sweatshirts and two fricken pairs of pants.

And I'm STILL cold.

So tonight I had to babysit and I fell asleep like 5 times and I feel kind of bad about that but I was super tired. Except now that I'm home, I'm really not. I hate that. I also want a fricken sundae<3 right now more than you would believeeee. Hot Fudge sundae with black raspberry ice cream and chocolate sprinkles UNDER the whipped cream. Get that right, because if you put the sprinkles on top, it just sucks.

Tomorrow = Clark's halloween party....
Cinderella = ME<33
Prince = SMOKES. THAT'S RIGHT. HE IS GOING AS THE PRINCE AND HE'S GOING TO LIKE IT. =)

Today I didn't have practice so Smokes came over and we watched the NOTEBOOK <3 oh myyy goodness love that movie!! eekk!!!

SOOO OH EM GEEEE HOMECOMING IS OH SO SOON.
Can you say SUPER EXCITED? =)
I have a dress and a prettty necklace.
Now all I need is a date.

Any takers?? <33333

gah viruses!!!! =(

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 22:17:15 GMT

Soooo yes, let's talk about how lame viruses are.

Whoever invented them was effing retarded.

That's right, my computer has a virus that is making it DIE and NOW I CAN'T GO ON. It's only been like 2 days and I just can't even take ittttt boooo. I'm babysitting right now though so I'm actually getting some time to go on here! I feel bad because Kyleigh is just so gosh darn cute but I need computer lol so she is watching Elmo's World. fhasdkfalksdjfhldhflkjhdsfjhdsfjhsadjfsdf

AND WHOA. WICKAM PARK WAS CANCELLED. Well, postponed. Now it's on Monday. I LOVE THAT RACE. I CANNOT WAIT. Why is it raining!!

Last night I went to the football game with Linds, Ali, Tom and Conor. It was soo wet! Then we went to Friendly's and Smokes met us there. Yes...that's all I have to say lol. I'm so boring.

I just wish I could go online good lord!!

I like you....

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 23:12:41 GMT

You know, I was just reading some past entries...

JOANNE YOU OWE ME $9 YOU WHORE.
No, you never paid me back.

Anywayyyyyyyyyy. 5.2 mile run today. KILLER. Not even fun, however I do feel quite accomplished. We didn't stop AT ALL.
Tomorrow I DONT HAVE PRACTICE!! <3 Somebody hang out with meeeee =) THEN saturday is WICKAM!!!!! Oh how I love that invitational!!!! <3333 Last year I got 32 out of like 200 people!! I CAN'T WAIT. ANDDDD Jeremy is going to be there!! I miss him so much!!!

Ohh heyyyy new myspace pics!! Leave me comments and I'll give you a dollar!
Or not....but I'll love you!! =)

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 23:10:42 GMT

ohh yes SCAVENGER HUNT. <3

hottttt stuff.

SOOOOO much fun. we won....by 100 points. yes, we rock, I know.

that's all I have to say.

BREAKIN IT DOWNNNNNN

IN THE STREETS

frisbeeeeeee

yayyyyy!!! BEAN!!!

muahhhhahahahhahaa STOLEN. we are SO sneaky.

of courseeee ali is just SO cool she wears her underwear OUTSIDE her pants.

fricken HOT.

oooo la la so hot in my clothes

yeah, that's right, I can so pull off the boy look

ZOOLANDER.

boobs. or something like that

TACO BELL = LOVE.

dazed and confused.

teammmmmmmmmmmmmmm =)

we are sooo COOL.

YAYYYYYY TEAMMMM <33333 LOVE.

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 02:14:13 GMT

kjhkfjhadsfjhaldfhdas livejournal is pissing me off.

It's just past 8 and I'm feeling young and restless ; )

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 21:52:59 GMT

Sooo yesterday I went home sick after 3rd period and slept for like...ever. THEN. THEN JUST GUESS WHAT HAPPENED. THAT'S RIGHT. I have the best friends in the world, because Clark and Pat O'Brien stopped by to wish me well and brought me soup! <3 It was so sweet! I was so excited!!

Today we had a meet but I couldn't run boooooo. We beat Central, but lost to East Longmeadow. Everyone did great though, and I think everyone except one person got a better time so YEAH GIRLS!!! wooooo cross countrayyyyyy!!!! <333

I don't even know what I'm writing. I wish things would just work out, that would be nice.

I got my eye on someone newwwwww....I'm wondering how it's going to turn out. Probably not to great, but it never hurt to try =)

I know what you're thinking, this probably sounds rehearsed

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 06:19:03 GMT

I slept from like 4 yesterday afternoon until 7pm tonight. That's like...27 hours. That's ridiculous. I hate being sick!!

I haven't updated since last Sunday? My gosh. Hmmm...west side day, that pretty much sucked, well up until the end when I found Kenny, but before that, bad. Tuesday we had a meet, and we lost, but this coming tuesday we have a meet as well and we actually have a chance at winning it..I think? We'll beat Central, but I think the other team is East Longmeadow and that will be close.

I don't even know anymore. Everything's so messed up and I hate it. I hate how I get my hopes up for nothing, because it all turns out shitty. And I really don't like when people are so hypocritical. Like, it's not okay for me to do anything, but then you turn around and do that exact same thing? It doesn't seem fair, and you don't even understand, even if I tell you. hjdjkdsfhsfhkjshdfhjkdsf

I'm bored. And I really like you. And I hate that too.

I just made muddy buddies =)

Sun, 18 Sep 2005 22:49:34 GMT

I never update anymore.

So I am now.

Friday was the first day of the Big E!! It was funnn......I guess. umm...Libby and I ate like...well EVERYTHING. haha which was so fun. We did the normal traditions (cow milkshake, OSWALD! etc..), and then hung out with random groups of people throughout the night. Hung out with BOOMER for alittle while I LOVE THAT KID <3 Ate more food and walked around. Then hung out with Linds, Ali, John and some others for alittle while. Oh and then we hung out with Chris and Dan and that was kind of fun. It was nice to see them before they left.

Saturday was CROSS COUNTRY invitational at Southwick =) Let's see...I placed 44th. Which was ALRIGHT. There were 83 people...but I definitely would have done like 10x better if I didn't eat all the fricken food Friday. It was really fun though, I really like that course!! <3
Then I hung out with Drew for alittle while and went to work at 3. I work at the Big E now in, get this, the wildlife t-shirt stand. haha I ROCK! Probably the dorkiest place ever but it's so much fun and I LOVE IT. haha. Come visit =) It's by Gate 4, if you turn right once you go in. Next time I'm working is Thursday.

Today I did homework and then I was so bored so I went to the grocery store...because when I'm bored I do that. And I see smokes there so we talked for like..an hour literally. And I walked with him while he put shit away. It was nice though, better than doing nothing at home. I really like the grocery store. I don't even know why. I'm such a loser.

Tomorrow = west side day at the Big E!! woo!! I lovvveee it! It's going to be so much funnnn!! eeek!! Hopefully I'll be able to go with him. =)

And now I'm off to go running, MEET TUESDAY!! =)

I'm so full of love it deeply sickens me

Fri, 09 Sep 2005 21:56:49 GMT

So let's seeee what's newww??

Wednesday practice with Mrs. Smith was a killlerrr!! I STILL HURT. And then yesterday we ran the course and that didn't help. Today we did timed events and I ran the 2 mile and it was nuts. I just hurt way to much. Icy Hot makes my life worthwhile <3

Yesterday I went to JOY WAH to visit adam <3 the love of my life. I got an eggroll and some noodle-type things and appendicitis. Like, I swear to god I had it yesterday. lol. My appendix hurt real bad.
Then adam and I went to his house and can I just say that I love his bed? lol. It's super comfy and the blankets rock! haha. Anyway, we watched the OC and GOOD NEWS. Adam Brody<3 and I are getting MARRIED!! <333 AHH ILOVEEHIMMMM. and OH MY GOODNESS. The next show that was on was Reunion and guess who is in that?? My JJ!! <3 I miss him oh so much!!

You can take what you want to, but I won't let you take my pride

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 21:06:37 GMT

I don't really know how I feel about this whole block scheduling thing. It's alright, but I can't sit through an hour and 20 minutes of one class. Today all I had was Prob and Stats, Health, Journalism and Chem though. None of them are particularly bad though, except Chem. I mean, I think I would really like being there if I didn't have such shitty people in my class.

Cross country is going pretty well. Yesterday we ran country store and then Lib and I went to the Field Hockey game! yeah girls! Everyone did realllly well! =) Then today for practice we went up to the middle school for a workout with Mrs. Smith who I LOVE. Next time we are going to do some yoga too <3

I didn't think it was possible to dislike someone THAT much, but I guess it is, because honestly, I can't stand you.

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 18:06:02 GMT

It's always better when it's the other way around....

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 01:21:26 GMT

Okay I would just like to point out that gas is KILLING ME. Every second it's like a dollar more and it's crazy.

Also, I would just like to mention that Joanne owes me about....$9 was it? And Kathryn, $1.50. haha I expect those payments soon you two!!

Um also I have this growing addiction to cheesy gordita crunches. That's right. Lib and I went to taco bell today, and it's just bad but I can't stop wanting one. lol. I'd have to blame Chris and Dan for that one.

Soo yeah school has started. Let me get this straight...There's been two days of school, I've had to write two paper-like things for journalism so far....fair? I think not. It's not a bad class though, I'm just alittle scared. This will be a heck of a lot of writing.

Today I bought SCHOOL SUPPLIES <3 wow I absolutely love them. Does that make me weird? Me, Sang and Clark just like hung out in staples for like an hour today, no lie. We are just SO cool, I can't even take it!

Cross country Invitational SATURDAY! <3 wooo!! I love those! Though I don't think I'm quite ready.

Tomorrow is friday and that makes me happy. I really wish it would come sooner. This is going to be a long school year.